Your eyes focus like a microscope

Hey blog. Been awhile.

I just... I just have one problem right now.

Sure, I'm living paycheck to paycheck. Barely.

Sure, my laptop is dying and I desperately want a Mac.

Sure, I had to file in three states because I think H&R Block fucked up with my CSI stuff and, thusly, I had a fuckton of fees.

Sure, I'm slowly spiraling into insanity with my main Tumblr because of how it romanticizes celebrities.

Sure, I'm still... onestepaheadofyou.

But the weirdest thing in my life is that I can't, for the life of me, figure out if I'm in love with ... well, Sammy.

I think the fact that I can't tell is good, and it means that I'm not. Friendships are intimate things and we are super close and talk all the time. It's natural for me to be confused, because I'm physically attracted to her.

I'm not in love with her. I'm just being goofy, right?

...

... Right?

Blog, I'm so confused. I just gotta keep livin' one day at a time. Besides, she's in Florida. It would never work.

... Right?

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