I won't let you, give up on a miracle

... When it might save you.

I'm the best Paramore fan. I WILL NOT TOLERATE BLASPHEMY ABOUT PARAMORE.


First, I had a dream that a coworker and I were walking around downtown with a blanket wrapped around us. The significance? The blanket played Call Me Maybe. Yep. That happened.

It's Rora's birthday today. Fuck that bitch.

I'm still pissed about Tumblr. But I'll one up you yet. And you'll never even know.

Truthbomb time.
Sam and I have a plan. It's not the plan I originally wanted, but it'll work.

So, blog, you turn 23 in one week. Well, officially it's 6 days. That is, if the 7th is 6 days away ;)

Anyway. I wanted to be in Madison by December. Why? Because it seems KK is going to be moving to California in December (probably). Alright. Cool. KK will be gone and I'll have my bonus check. It'll work.

Except Sam wants more time to plan. Alright, that works. So we set a goal. By the time you turn 24, blog, I want to be in Madison. That's a little longer than I want, but if there's one thing that I can be sure of... it's that it'll work out for the best. My gut has been wrong once in the last few months, and a handful of times in my entire life.

This is going to be one of the most important things in my life. For multiple reasons. My gut says so, my instinct says so.

So, I'll have a year to build up funds. Go to Biolife more often, start that savings account I wanted to start forever ago. Punch some numbers. Figure out what I can do a month, figure out my budget. I've kind of rooted around some apartments already, just to get an idea of what I'm looking at. Yes, Madison is a little more expensive than Point (yeah, no, just a little) but I think it'll work. I know, somehow, someway, it's gonna work.

My gut's not wrong. "It's not faith if, if you use your eyes."
Take that how you want, but shit's gonna get real interesting for me soon.

Say what you will, but give it a month... Hazel.
[boom]

And, no, that's not what this entire thing is about. I just think moving to Madison is going to be really good for me. I know it. Maybe this is just optimism... but I don't think so.