You made me who I am, from the words you said

Champion by Chipmunk ft Chris Brown (I know, I know. He can suck it.)


Hi blog. Remember how I was going to elaborate on my post below? Yeah, I don't want to do that right now. I just want to check in.

I've been working a lot. With all the drama going on at work, I'm usually more exhausted than usual coming home. I hate my job. So much. Someday... someday I'll be better than this.

Right now, I'm cautiously optimistic. What does that mean, you ask? I'm not sure. My day started out meh, then it got shitty, then it got... better? I don't know. Nothing really happened one way or another. I wish that I would channel all the distraction I use with video games into writing. I have so many ideas but I'm all "nurr game nurr". It's weird. I didn't play video games for like, ever. Now I'm playing ALL THE TIME. Which is fine. I just wish I could force myself to write. I think I could actually write things that maybe I would let my friends read. If they wanted to... maybe... I mean, I wouldn't force them to. *cough*

Anyway. I got a new phone on my birthday (it's tradition to blog about it, don't roll your eyes). It's neat. I love it. Me gusta.

I'm the point of post-sick where I"m coughing but not a lot. It's just fucking annoying.

Anyway. I don't want to work tomorrow. So I think that's why I'm not going to bed. I know sleep makes it light which makes me have to work. I'm at the stage again where I just wake up in the morning and think "I don't want to fucking work in two days. At least by Sunday I'll be ready for a few days off."
THAT IS NOT HEALTHY.

I've been here before, though. And we all know that I won't do anything about it. Like I said, someday. At the least, I'll work my way up the ladder and not work at store level. Fuck store level. (Ooh lawdy, please don't fiah me massa!) <_____<

Anyway. I'll check in later, Internet. Just wanted you to know I'm still here.

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