Sunday, May 23, 2010

Mario Party 3

It's really hot outside. I usually get crabby when it's so hot and humid. Good thing I put in the air conditioning that isn't technically mine. Dude guy doesn't need it anydangway. Maybe I'll get to keep it. (I doubt it.)

My roommate just put my laundry in my room for me. Win.

Yesterday was my 6 month with my girlfriend. I got her a promise ring. She seemed to really like it even though she isn't the ring type. It makes me really happy to see her wear it. Even though it's just a promise ring, and not an engagement ring, it makes me really happy. I like it. I love her.

She bought be tickets to see Paramore and a rubix cube because the tickets didn't come on time. Also a really sweet card.

It's awesome that I've been in this relationship so long and I feel so comfortable. I mean, we're buying a trailer together. (God, that sounds so trashy. I wish it didn't.) Of course, now that I've said this, something bad will happen.

I'll probably die a little.

That's really emo. I guess it's kind of supposed to be. Becuase that's how I'd feel. Dead inside. I don't want to feel that way again. I can't afford to feel that way again. If I felt that way again, I feel that I wouldn't make it out as the same person I am now. I barely made it out with any sanity at all this last time.

I can't afford to lose her. I've put way too much faith, too much love into her. (That sounds bad.)

So. I don't think I'll let her go. (that also sounds bad. In a creepy way.)

Oddly enough, I don't think she'd let me go either. (I'd be cool if she stalked me. It's what I really wanted in the begining anyway.)

My blag is getting weird. I blame the heat.

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